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*curls up into tight little ball*

Okay so I had a bad day on Monday and Tuesday...yesterday was fine even though I didn't go to Canterbury because I forgot. But today, is another bad depression day...

The sun is out, there really is no reason...but I couldn't make myself get out of bed today to go to class, even though this means I haven't been to my Egypt class in three weeks. Yeah, so doesn't help my depression. I only got out of bed so hopefully I can get up the stuff to go to Genetics and Companion Animals because I have quizzes in both (who gives quizes the week after Spring Break?)

I need something to cheer me up? Please? I'll be on later after my classes.

I hate this...I hate this so much. I thought I was getting better but this week as just...sucked. And for no reason! Nothing happened except I feel like utter crap, and IU'm not even sick.! Fucking Depression, fucking up my life.

EDIT: I just got an automated message I think was in Spanish on my cell phone. I'm slightly freaked out.

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( Surprising Meme result under Cut )

This doesn't make me feel better...I would think if I was more like that I'd have more contol over my life, which I feel like I don't. Needless to say I was surprised.

On another note, has anyone ever seen the movie Secretary? I'm watching it right now on TV and it's very...odd.